Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Salam Tahun Baru.....bye bye 2009

Bismillah,

sambung ekkk....

Tahun baru 2

Sambung dari semalam ekkk…wokeh..

Similarly , 10 years can be such a long winding period with no significance change in life/status as illustrated here :

2000 – habis SPM ( status - student tunggu result )

2001 ( middle ) – dapat result - masuk sekolah ambil STPM sbb nak jadik lawyer ( status – student pra-U)

2002 ( early ) – rasa tak sejiwa kat Form Six maka masuk UiTM untuk January intake ( status – student U)

2003 – nak masuk semester 4 – gaduh gan balaks lepas tu tak ada minat nak belajar kat UiTM lagi

2004 July – masuk Maktab Perguruan

2005 – kat Maktab Penguruan result cun giler

2006 – dapat pulak offer dari UPSI – start balik tahun 1 tapi degree course cikgu jugaks

2007 tahun 2 UPSI – balaks lama nak baik balik tapi hati ku dah tak boleh terima

2007 tahun 3 UPSI – nak baik balik gan balaks lama tapi balaks lama pulak dah tak leh terima – practical study start

2008 Ambil cuti setahun sebab jiwa tak tenteram sebab ada affair gan lecturer bila balaks lama dah nak dating balik dah ….

2009 Final year and Convocation hujung tahun…( Convo tak pergi sbb lecturer tu dah kawin gan best friend satu kolej asrama)…dapat tau balak lama roper yer gay…

As for the above scenario. 10 years can be so dull and monotonous as opposed to yesterday’s example…

Aku tak tau what to expect for 2010 dan aku tidak mahu berlebih berazam azam atau setting targets or whatnot….maybe a change in strategy will help me to manage expectation better…

..i just want to enjoy life as it comes , to appreciate the little things that come our away and to ignore the little things that never reach our shore….kalau ada syukur, kalau tak der redha…

….kalau atap rumah bocor, bocor lah, kalau kereta ada bunyi dekat dry shaft bunyi lah…hehehe…malas lah nak perfect everything sokmo…

BTW...aku punyer list of events yang aku kenang banget untuk dekad pertama millenium baru ini ialah...

1) Sadam Hussein digantung on the eve of Hari Raya Korban

2) 9/11 event

3) Zidane headbutting Metarazzi during World Cup Final 2006

4) Tsunami

5) The many AF concerts

6)The death of Michael Jackson

7) perhaps Obama jadik the 1st coloured President of USA

8) PRU ke 12

9) Turkey defeating Croatia on penalties during Euro 2008

10) The assasination of Benazir Bhutto

closer to my heart will be....

1) The death of my father

2) The death of Emy , my blogging buddy

3) Bloggin and the many friends I have found here in Haloland

4) The many triumphs of my loved ones

5) My own personal misery in this new mellinium

6) My love to my dear mother and those important to me

ermmm...tak ingat apa lai dah ....ngantuk dah

wokeh....SeLaMaT TaHuN BaRu , maaf zahir batin and all the best yer....

Salam

Selamat Tahun Baru 2010 ...

Bismillah

…Selamat Tinggal 2009 dan Selamat Datang 2010...........

...apparently, kita adalah beberapa umat manusia yang diberi peluang oleh Allah swt untuk merasa hidup dalam dua melinium berbeda iaitu perubahan dalam 1000 tahun dan juga dua alaf berbeza alaf ke 20 dan 21 iaitu perubahan 100 tahun….tak ramai aku rasa yang melalui proses yang kita lalui ini dan bersyukur pada Allah swt akan keistimewaan ini…( BTW, I am assuming alaf and abad is the same ekkk..kehkehkeh …why I am trying to say in this para is that we went though changes in decade, century and millenium...)

…maka kini kita akan meninggalkan dekad pertama millenium dan alaf baru ini iaitu tempoh 2000 - 2009 iaitu 10 tahun….wah diam tak diam kita dah sepuluh tahun dah tulis tahun bermula dengan huruf 2 ini….tapi nyata 10 tahun adalah jangkamasa yang amat singkat sekali kerana nak difikirkan 9/11 berlaku dalam 2001 tetapi rasanya masih segar diingatan akan gambar kapalterbang melanggar bangunan tersebut dan AF bermula dalam tahun 2002 tetapi aku rasa macam baru saja aku semalam aku dengan bodoh sombongnya duduk depan TV hantar mesej kat Channel 15 sampai pukul 3 pagi meluahkan perasan sedih aku Nija tak dapat tempat masa Final AF1 tersebut…hehehehe…my father died in 2003 tetapi aku masih merasakn kesegaran saat saat terkahir bersama arwah dan tsunami melanda in 2004 tetapi rasa ngeri melihat VC kehancuran Aceh masih lagi menghantui jiwa ini…

ermmmm ..ekceli kan ... 10 years is not really that long a period….bayangkan proses yang boleh kita lalui dalam masa 10 tahun....

2000 - form 5 ( budak sekolah - anak dara )

2001 - result SPM keluar tapi tak sambung belajar terus bekerja ( dari budak sekolah jadik tenaga kerja )

2001 hujung - muka lawa sikit ada budak warehouse supervisor minat terus bertunang ( dapat title tunang orang )

2002 awal - kawin ( abis title anak dara dapat title isteri orang )

2002 ( bunting pelamin - terus ngandung dapat gelaran Mak Buyong)

2002 akhir - ( beranak anak sulung dapat gelaran Ibu )

2003 awal - ( jumpa kawan sekolah - semua masih semester 5 kat UiTM pakai skinny jeans tapi kta dah seluar cerut pinggang 47)

2003 akhir - ngandung lagik

2004 tengah - beranak lagi ( kawan UiTM cakap " best friend aku dah beranak pinak dah"..kehkehkeh )

2005 tengah - Hubby accident dan ditakdirkan murdered ( dapat gelaran Janda/Ibu Tunggal )

2006 hujung - dukacita kehilangan suami hingga hilang kewarasan ( mak mertua tinggal ambil anak - maka jadi Ibu Tinggal )

2007 - dapat balik kewarasan dan kurus balik sebab 2 tahun tak makan ( Dapat gelaran Janda Meletop )

2008 - kawin dengan laki orang dapat gelaran Madu dan anak tiri kawin dapat gelaran Mak Mertua

2009 - anak tiri dapat anak maka dapat lah gelaran Nenek

hehehehe...So actually we could go from dara sunti to nenek within 10 years …..

...Wokeh esok sambung lagi ekk….


Salam

Monday, December 28, 2009

Tiger Woods Part 2

Bismillah

...ermmm..nei kire Part 2 lar nei tapi idea dah tak mencanak dah....

…sensasi Tiger Woods mungkin dibesar besarkan kerana beliau membawa 'clean image' iaitu ada bapak yang lepasan Princeton dan tiada rekod peribadi dan seolah olah the perfect boy next door….kalau Wayne Rooney atau Ronaldo bikin hal, mungkin kita pun tak pelik sangat….itu lar pasal, pembentukan imej diri adalah amat penting…imej yang kita tonjolkan akan menetapkan persepsi orang terhadap kita dan persepsi selalunya susah nak ubah….

....how often kita terduduk dengan berita berita gempar yang langsung kita tak pernah nak sangka kerana penetapan persepsi kita pada sesuatu imej……sebab itu bila ada seoran ustaz rock sensasi diberitakan ada affair dengan artis maka kita jadi terperanjat beruk…ini adalah persepsi yang telah kita tetapkan pada si anu dan si anu itu….similarly, bila kita dengar betapa seorang pengarah yang tuuuutttt tetapi dalam kematiannya diceritakan beliau sebagai seorang yang amat taat kepada kedua ibubapanya , maka kita pun terperanjat beruk jugak…

..selalunya persepsi terbentuk dari 1st impression…..

1) Nama - kalau ada Tengku or Raja kat nama--kita pun terus hormat dan segan…kalau ada Dr. or ustaz kat depan , kita set our immedaite perception of the person

2) Pakaian - cara berpakaian adalah cara paling mudah untuk set or change others perception about us

3) Keturunan - tiada yang lebih hina di sekolah rendah dulu selain dari anak cikgu tak pandai…anak cikgu mesti pandai, anak imam kena alim , anak polis pulak nakal...

4) harta benda ( rumah, kereta, jam tangan, jewellery etc) - driving a nice sport car will never fail to win the softer ender hearts sebab sports car ini lambang macho- ermmm…kalau aku kecik dulu, sapa rumah ada pagar memang lar kaya giler !!....

5) paras rupa - paras rupa adalah perception creation yang paling mudah mempengaruhi….memula tengok lawa dulu, pastu sapa putih, tinggi pendek or kurus gemuk pulak….hehehehe….maka keluarlah gelaran Mat Galah, Mat ketek, Mat Cino , Mat Kicap, Mat Jambu , Mat Kunta Kinte dan sebagainya...


Tiger Woods telah create perception orang yang dia suker blonde….aweks blonde dan bini lepas tu pun blonde….maka aweks aweks blonde menjadi teruja dengan Tiger Woods dan depa tau kelemahan Tiger dan depa exploit kelemahan itu dan Tiger gagal mengawal godaan Blondie blondie yang menguraikan lambut blonde depa depan Tiger Woods….

..Mungkin jugak masalah Tiger Woods dia suker blonde kerana depa fun loving person tapi dia kawin blonde yang compliment clean image beliau ..so after awhile he realised he needs to be with the real blonde yang wife dia tak boleh beri….so dia pun melilau cari blonde…tak kisah lar, depa nei bukan ada pantang larang dan lepas tuh apa yer hairan sangat Tiger Woods nei makan luar….tengok lar citer kat astro tuh dari Gossip Girls, One Three Hill ker Desperate Housewives ker…semua jenis lanyak aja…..hari ini aku kawan dengan ko dan hubby ko…esok lusa aku lepak gan hubby ko….lusa pulak tetiba hubby aku pulak dengan bini ngko….selambaland aja….so ini adalah masalah depa ….

....aku baru nei tgk movie kat astro seorang lelaki umur 22 tahun diejek ejek kerana masih virgin !!...sampai menangis mamat nei citer kat doktor dia ……inilah masalah depa dan bagi aku Amerika di ambang kehancuran….bala Allah swt akan datang lagi sebab bala yang turun di New Orleans depa tak ambil pengajaran dan on paper at least depa sedang diperintah oleh seorang yang murtad…..

..similarly, kita di Malaysia tidak take for granted kesenangan yan Allah swt berikan kerana kalau kita lupa memertabatkan agama Allah swt maka bala akan datang dan bila bala datang , tiada ianya membezakan yang baik dengan yang subahat...

wokeh...Tiger Woods akan kembali stronger sebab talent beliau adalah genuine dan samada beliau akan berubah menjadi husband yang tak pandang blonde lain adalah sesuatu yang aku rasa sukar untuk beliau lakukan...mungkin sementara tetapi untuk jangkamasa yan panjang adalah agak sukar sikit..IMO..

wokeh..2nd half Spurs lawan West Ham dah start...Spurs leading 1-0 menyebabkan mamat Sungai Petani senyum aja...btw, thanks jejantan kebarets singgah kat entry sebelah...windu tuh!!..



Salam

Friday, December 25, 2009

Tiger Woods Part 1

Bismillah


Semenjak dua menjak Obama jadi president nei, banyak kisah sensasi melibatkan African-American atau yang kita lebih selesa dengan Negro….MJ meninggal lah, pelakon Will Smith dapat gelaran the 4 billion dollar man lah, Oprah nak berhenti talk show lah dan macam macam lagi…

Tapi yang menarik lately nei ialah kisah Tiger Woods dan gundik gundik yer….somehow I find it very funny listening American public talking about moral integrity in dealing with this Tiger issues....since when adultry and infidelity is such a big deal to the american public ? mungkin apa yan berlaku ialah the american must be thinking "if you can't beat this negro on the golf course, lets get him off the course "…….

..I was not shocked learning about Tiger's extramarital activities but rather surprise that this innocent looking golf legend has that playboy animal instinct in him…mamat nei apparently lemah dengan aweks blonde…..aweks negro ala ala tyra banks or beyonce ker dia tak main lar….dia nak blonde ori punyer…heheheheh..selera boleh tahan tuh……

Ermmm…so far 14 blondes have been linked to Tiger Woods and many were having affairs with him after his marriage…cemana sebelum kawin mamat nei ala ala baik gituh tapi lepas kawin jadik playboy ??.....mudah aja jawapan dia…sebab dia jantan!!....thrill seekers , power craze and egocentric….tapi tak semua jantan camtuh….kirenya Tiger nei baik lar jugak kan…with all the fame and wealth….dia ada 14 gundiks dan semua blonde…unlike Tiger, aku tak memilih...hehehe....blondie ker ,brunette ker, botak ker semua aku sapu…aku berpegang kepada kata kata 'rezeki jangan ditolak'….hehehe…

..lets be realistic, what do you expect from a physically fit atheletes, successful and filty rich celebrity, famous and good looking guy like Tiger to do away from home almost 3/4 of the his time….time after time we read about high flying sportsmen cheating on their wives…famous cases involving Kobe Bryant, David Becham, Asley Cole…..back in the 80s ada LA lakers punyer legend by the name of James Worthy was arrested for soliciting prostitutes during the NBA final series...

i mean, do you expect them to sit in their room 24/7 because they have an obligation to the public or to their sponsors to uphold moral values ??!!...basically they are loving husband and father but they need the adrenaline rush that sex provided in order for them to perform well in their sports…perhaps , what they have with their wives have been too routine and the manhood in them requires more then just a routine ritual…..ada cerita aku dengar dulu that boxers will normally have sex before their bout in order to boast their performance....

Germany World Cup team in 2002 allowed the wives to be with the family during the world cup finals campaign to allow normal sexually relationship to continue between games and this approach soon adopted by many other teams during the 2006 world cup…a physically fit man will need healthy sex but when you are fit, rich and famous, sex is not only to fulfill your manhood but to brush your egos….

...i think perempuan pun tau mende nei tu sebab depa suker pada rock stars…rock starts nei adalah superfit macam sportsmen jugak tapi sebab depa main music dan nyanyi , depa nampak lebih alluring dari sportsmen…since sports personality have become as rich and as sought after personality in the advertisement business, therefore sportmen like Tiger or becham has become bigger the rock stars of Rod Stewart or Mick Jagger stature….

..The England ada saying " The wives play at Home when the husband Play Away " untuk footballers and the WAGS iaitu bila si pemain bola main kat stadium luar , bini project at home…kehkehkeh….

Tatau depa lelaki yang famous nei…selere depa lain kot…..Hugh Grant was arrested tengah project dalm kereta dengan hooker negro sedang dia tengah courting dengan Elizerbeth Hurley, Prince Charles sanggup tinggalkan Lady Di sebab Camillia Parker Bowles…kehkehkeh….

Wokeh stop dulu nanti sambung besok .....


Salam

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Entry Tengah Malam

Bismillah,

ermmm....sebab gian mari....kehkehkeh....tulis jugak lah walaupun tiada idea khusus untuk ditulis....

...semalam, I saw the aftermath of a road accident that resulted in the death of three....when I reached the scene, the Bomba was trying to free the victims from the wreckage but I just stopped for awhile and couldn't bring myself closer to the scene....ngeri pun ianya dan sebab ramai sangat orang pun ianya jugak....not too long ago, i was kilometres away from a road accident that killed 16 people...about 10 years, i was only minutes behind when a lorry crashed into a car that killed 4 ......we may not have earthquake or typhoon but our road accidents casualties matched those victims of earthquake and cyclone and so forth....and somehow, we tend to accept that road accident is part of our life and getting news about loved ones died through road accident not really a shocking anymore....

....apparently Malaysia will have its own F1 team next year using Lotus engine...i don't hear that much of complaint from the local internet scene about this large investment but so much anger and sceptics when Malaysia sent a cosmonout to the space ??!!....enough 1 malaysia spirit as far as i am concerned.....

.....btw ...ermmmm tasty ekk....Button and Hamilton will create F1 own dream team under maclaren...the british connection tuh !!...Brawn mercedes will have German drivers in Schumacher and Roseberg.....lepas tu pulak Ferrari , Alonso and Massa whilst Trulli and Kovalineen drivin for Lotus......banyak yang kepala angin driving next season and expect a fiery season and jangan terperanjat kalau ada yang mati sebab ego.....imagine Schu, Alsonso and Hamilton racing towards the chequered flag at Monte Carlo and none will settle for mere podium placing.....ermmmm....ada kereta yang masuk laut agak yer....

Susan Boyle sold 1.4 million CD !!!.....dasat tuh !!....kalau dah rezeki, tak akan kemana....2nd placing aja dalam Britain Got Talent tapi sekarang a living legend....good for her.....a real case of rags to riches .....

apa jadi dengan Mawi ekk.....mana pergi aura mawi tu yer.....last time I saw him kat astro, i terus tukar channel.....hehehehe.....ntah lah, mungkin zaman mawi sudah berakhir tapi apa pun sekali, he has made his million long before Susan Boyle made hers.....semuanya dari Allah swt jua...

..similarly, aku selalu tengok siri kat Astro yang Farah AF2 jadi host ke Kemboja , Taiwan....aku suker lar tengok Farah berjaya...tapi rasa berdebar tengok Farah tuh dan tak der dah....ala ala tengok aja lar kan......tapi ada satu hari tu kan....rasa rindu kat Farah.....godek godek balik, jumpa CD compilation Farah masa kat AF2.....fulamak...meresap beb!! hehehehe.....sakit telinga orang lain dengar aku asyik main CD tuh.....dengar Farah dah ada balak yang juga pengacara ( nama aku tak tau lar sapa )...tapi ala ala hensem lar kan....kalau ada jodoh....aku happy lar for Farah....

wokeh dah dekat nak 1.00 am dah...turu dulu lah ....esok citer lain pulak insyaallah....citer Tiger Woods pulak....

Salam

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

MJ Part 2

Bismillah

…Memorial Service for MJ was memorable indeed….some fantastic singing, great footages, beautiful speeches, emotional moment and so forth…can't really recall other events sad occasion that was mould beautifully into a very lively event without needing any gimmicks or special effects ….

..Sheer respect and love for the person was enough to make the moment so wonderful…..perhaps as a muslim I found myself rather awkward watching the event knowing that the body in the caskett was a muslim whilst celebrating the death of another muslim with a live performance was something not accustomed to us…

..apa apa pun, I could still recall the crowd acting unsure at the very beginning whether to clap or keep quiet after each speech or performance but after awhile they able to choose the moment of silence or the one that they need to applause in appreciation…

I like almost all performance that nite but the one that stand out above the rest was the performance by the tall female back-up singer singing . Her singing was so awesome that I google immediately after to find more about her and it was then revealed that Judith Hill was indeed a singer to be reckoned in the near future…..Brooke Shield's speech gave us an insight of MJ's early days and jermaine jackson rendition of Smile was really superb….some politicians and personal friend went up the stage to deliver fiery speech but it was when MJ's daughter took to the microphone that everyone of us realize that this MJ is a great father more than a great entertainer….half of the world cried listening to her and that was indeed the real moment of the occasion….

MJ became bigger in his death and soon his songs started to dominate the airwaves and tribute after tribute was organised and eventually a film that showing the MJ rehearsing for his London marathon concert was released to the world and revieing fantastic review….

MJ's Ben was probably one of the first English song that aku hafal and therefore MJ will always have a special place in my heart….I could not understand his obbession to become white or his dancing routine of touching his tolo …hehehehehe….tapi, he was and perhaps still is a trendsetter….someone that change the way people sing and dance, video clips became a neccesity to singers after MJ's Thriller album and so forth…..He was the one person probably responsible in making plastic surgery an industry of its own….

..I don’t believe he molested the boys, I don't believe too that children were not his but maybe I just could not accept the fact that MJ I knew was no longer the same cute little Jackson 5 lead singer….

Was he killed ?.....I dunno but I just hope so because I hate to think that he died because of drugs or committed suicide…and I still wonder whether it was true that he will be singing with Yusuf Islam in his final concert in London and this was the reason why he was killed….i really dunno and again I was true….

I really hope too that he died a Muslim and buried the Muslim way because as fellow muslim, these are the things that concern us the most…..it is not about being possessive but more of ensuring proper sendin off from this world to the world hereafter….BTW, I read an email last week showing pictures of MJ's former lawyer in Mekah and apparently convert to Islam too…

MJ will be remembered for many reason but as for me MJ that I will choose to remember will be the one that transformed from a cute little singer to a megastar that change the entertainment world.....his death will be remembered the same as those of Marilyn Monroe, Elvis Presley, Lady Di and perhaps JFK too....but to be honest, MJ's death may not mean anything to me if not for his relation to Islam....may his soul rest in peace....

Is he really a Muslim ? this issue will surely be debated years to come but as far as I am concerned, he will always be my muslim brother.....

ermmmm..so joke bodoh 'sapa masuk neraka boleh jumpa michael jackson" dah tak boleh pakai lar nampak yer ekkkk....kehkehkeh....



Salam

Monday, December 21, 2009

MJ Part 1

Bismillah,


Hari ini nak cerita tentang kematian Michael Jackson tempoh hari yang menyentuh hati aku dan hati ramai orang di seluruh dunia….funny, when I first heard the news early morning, aku terus ucap..innalillahi….but I stopped before finishing because I wasn't sure he was a muslim…..but then again, the first thing that cross my mind was he probably committed suicide or another gimmick news to attract attention…..i don't feel really sad at this point but rather curious to know more about the news or to find out whether it was not just another false alarm….soon, it was clear to me that the King of Pop was dead thouh circumstances of his death was not really known….

…it was when I heard Jermaine Jackson press conference that I was convinced MJ was indeed a muslim and I felt guilty thinking he may committed suicide or stage his death for publicity…like many others, I was glued to the TV waiting for every new News about MJ death and anxious to know whether he was really my muslim brother…MJ and is like Sudirman to me, I like both of them... their talent, charisma , music and personality, but I don't consider them my favourite singers….both also became bigger stars after their death….

..MJ death was earlier given mixed review suddenly became the only News when the manner of his death has become apparent and the fact that his songs and VC being played over and over again everywhere...people suddenly realised his real talent and there was a real soul behind this man that deserved respect…..the news that he was rehearsing for his final live concert also added drama to his 'untimely death'……

..then I received email detailing his final moment and possibility that he was killed and all these news really make the event more sensation ala Lady Diana death back in the late 90s……well some similarity between both death e.g both were suspected to be killed because of their connection to Islam….

…after some delay and custody battle of his estates and his children, I was then rather anxious to see his memorial service at the Staple Center….at this point , I received information that MJ was already buried the Muslim way and the rest was just a showcase…it seems that the Memorial Service was part of the bargain in order to allow MJ to be buried in Muslim tradition….

..it was at this point that I believe MJ popularity hit unprecedented height and friends and foes , fan or otherwise really admiring the real talent of this man and one music award for blacks hosted by Jamie Fox was turned into a tribute to MJ....

..walaupun aku besar dalam zaman Justin Timberlake....kehkehkeh....tapi lagu lagu MJ aku suker especially during those Jackson 5 days...

then came the day of the memorial service and so much expectation and hope....who will come, any singing or just parading the coffin...yeap, masa nei aku dah sedih giler dan terasa kesal dengan apa yang telah berlaku pada MJ semasa hayat beliau...

wokeh sambung lepas nei...hehehe...dah penat beb...


Salam

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Sunday shocker...

Bismillah,

...bangun awal pagi minggu dikejutkan dengan berita Mark Hughes has been sacked by Man City !!....

..I have been following City progress with great interest since Carlos Tevez move from arch rival Man Utd and I have been very impressed with their football since......but luck was not on their side with 11 draws but their games have always been entertaining.....Mark Hughes must be gutted being sacked before Xmas having taken City to sixth place on the EPL table and the semi-final of the Carling Cup......but as I mentioned in yesterday's entry...result/hardwork/success is just part of the faith in fate or faith and fate.....Arsene Wenger has not won anything for Arsenal for the last 4 seasons and he is still sitting pretty...Ryan Giggs started 12 matches last season for Man U and won the Players player of the year award and hardly playing much this season but was voted last week as BBC Spostsman of the year ( a pretigious award , more so with Jason Button , Andy Murray and Lewis Hamilton in the running too )......

....BTW, I am backing Blackburn this season because of the Big Sam and El-Hadji Diouf connection...I am also following Man City because of Tevez, Spurs because of Huddlestone and Crouch....lastly, I am supporting Man U because of Antonio Valencia.....i could recall that during my 2006 World Cup Final blog coverage I mentioned about an unknown teenager representing Ecuador in Antonio Valencia as the player to watch in the near future and have been following his proress ever seen and so glad to see him playing for Man U now....

....about Mark Hughes sacking....though I sympathise with his predicament, I would say that the new owner was very fair to him by giving him the time to prove his worth.....The Arab sheikh given him all summer to prepare his team and provided him with all the money in the world to buy the player of his choice....what happened to Mark Hughes was not as bad as how Porstmouth treated Paul Hart or how Jose Mourinho was sacked by Chelsea after winning two straight EPL title or how Liverpool treated Dudek after his heroic in the Champions League Final against AC Milan.....again, have faith in fate and in Allah we submit our trust and belief...

....i would predict that Man City will grow as a team under the new manaer, Roberto Mancini, but I doubt so that they will be as entertaining as they have been thus far under Mark Hughes...Man City will probably bring in a couple of Italian defenders and play 5 in the middle of the park and will win matches but winning not new admirers....my bold prediction is that City will not win anything under Mancini because i dont think Mancini is big enough a manager to carry Man City to the next level.....I would prefer a more seasoned manager in Gus Hiddink to be appointed as the new manager....I dont think mancini able to control the ego the like of Robinho, Adebayor, Bellamy, Tevez or stepehn ireland.....it will be tough for Mancini....

errmmmm.....nampak yer media massa di malaysia masih lagi seronok dengan kejayaan Malaysia menang gold medal dalam bolasepak......tapi aku rasa kita kena realistic dengan kejayaan pasukan Malaysia tersebut.....lest enjoy the moment but do not go overboard with expectation...I saw a few positions that need strengthening...left back, strikers, midfield creative player , natural left footer and so forth...Rajagopal has done well in moulding a good all round team but we need to see new players emerging in the comin months to improve the team performance in the international arena....but there is sign of hope that things will be better....Malaysia is football country....we may have the number one squash player in Nicol David or the great bowling team but it is football that we want to be succesful....that's the reason why we celebrated the Malaysian victory as if we have just won the World Cup.....we need to concentrate on the four tradisional game in Football, Badminton, Hockey and perhaps sepaktakraw.....that's our passion and rich history and that is where we should put out concentration and development.....

well.....January transfer window looming and I would expect some interesting and shocking transfer in the EPL.....Metarazzi to Man City ? Berbatov leaving Man U ??....Man City offloading Craig Bellamy, Stephen Ireland and Santa Cruz ??.....Sol Campbell for Man U ??....Ribery to Man City ?....Robbie Keane to Bayern Munich ?.....interesting eh .....

wokeh....some kenduri kawin to attend today.....

salam

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Salam Hijrah1431

Bismillah....

Tahun Baru Hijrah 1431 tiba sudah bermakna perjuangan baru bermula ke arah ketaqwaan untuk menjadi insan sempurna terhadap Allah swt...

Namun, setiap tahun kegagalan lebih agak nyata dari kejayaan dari sudut menjadikan diri fully committed untuk berkorban kepada Allah swt....Tahun yang baru memberi peluang untuk melakukan perubahan diri kepada yang lebih baik tapi yang nyata selalunya aku menjadi lebih teruk dari yang sebelumnya....boleh kah manusia berubah atau boleh kah aku berubah kepada insan yang lebih baik ?...

..satu perkara yang aku belajar lebih mendalam untuk 2 tahun Hijrah yang lepas ialah peyerahan kepada Allah swt adalah segalanya iaitu kalau kita nak berubah maka ubahlah dengan pertolongan Allah swt.....namun sebagai manusia , aku masih merasakan usaha itu sama penting tapi aku yakin sangat sekarang bahawa usaha hanya 30% tetapi doa dan ketaqwaan itu 70% daripada kejayaan...believing in faith and fate is the ultimate formula to success....since we live in the era of secularism, it is harder to let faith and fate to decide our daily life.....it is very true though that you have to work for it but working for It is just a tool not the solution.....

..how many times I have gone through a situation where i did everything possible to make me fulfilling my obligation as 'makhluk' to achieve what i desire only to see others effortlessly achieved theirs....frustrated ? yeap, used to be but not anymore....you win some, you lose some.....I know now that if it is not meant to be, it will not happen.....

...did i become 'lazy' for believing in faith and fate ?.....not really, i seems to be working the same or harder except that i don't really excited of the outcome because how good or bad a result , I can tell myself that it is beyond my control and Allah swt jua yan menentukan segalanya.....

....well let see......Malaysia won the Football SEA Gamed gold medal after a 20 year lapse....in the final game thouh, Vietnam were the better team with a superior crowd support and having beaten Malaysia 3-1 in the Group Match, definitely Vietnam were the more confident team and it was apparent during the 1st half of the match.....then, the Vietnamese goalkeeper got injured ( or pretended to be) and for reason unknown, their coach decided not to replace the 'injured' goalkeeper( probably the coach reckoned that malaysia will not be able to score in open play even with an injured goalkeeper between the post ) and the suddenly Vietnem became rattled.....Malaysia grew in confidence and started playing 'football' with more self-belief...but it was still Vietnam looking the likely winnner with their players making good movement and appeared to be so comfortable on the ball....

..then suddenly, a weak/seemingly harmless cross from the right and on any given day would have been cleared from the danger area easily was deflected into goal by the Vietnamese defender....Malaysia in the lead and Vietnamese panic......they start playing harder and faster and the more they tried , the more they seemed to lose possession and suddenly Malaysia became more relax and playing football with more composure.....Vietnam then missed a sitter and Malaysia won.....

well, Vietnam 4th successive final without success seems to be the more deserving to be the winner ...Malaysia in the 1st final for the last 16 to 20 years should be contented with the silver medal but Allah decide otherwise and Allah's decision is the basis of our faith to fate or faith and fate...

....well, i was first delighted with the victory, the kind of feeling that I have not felt for a long time for the Malaysian football team but soon I realised that I should be grateful for the result and not for the victory..Alhamdullilah....

...well now.... I am fat, I don't exercise, a chain smoker, I love to eat, I don't get enough rest or sleep between day but with Allah permission, I have been medically certified ( at least for now ) of not having any HBP problem, or heart problem or kencing manis ..alhamdullilah but my more health conscious friends are having multiple health problem and so forth.... the doctor can't explain my situation and I can't really tell my formula of health success because I don't know how to....Faith and Fate....

....similarly...i used to think that I need to behave in a certain way to gain respect/acceptance but now I just be myself and let others to think how to adapt to me......i used to worry so much on people perception of me but now I just get on with my life...i learn to tell myself that I just have to pray to Allah to help me to make others to understand me instead of trying to please them to like me.....I have no control of other's heart and mind but Allah has that power and therefore praying to Allah is the only way to solve my problem....

....apparently, so many things happened between my last entry till today and i really missed writing in this blog..I missed halolanders a lot too and Selamat Tahun Baru Hijrah kepada semua umat Islam dan maaf zahir dan batin...

Salam