Monday, July 23, 2012

3rd Ramadan

Bismillah,

...sudah masuk 3 Ramadan dan a bit too early to say how this Ramadan will shape me but i like the starting 2 days....nothing spectacular but kind of a good start and hoping things will pick up soon...demam aku pun dah macam recover dah tapi ada sedikit rasa macam darah tinggi sebab dizzy berkepanjangan and i hope this is just a one off kind of situation since aku demam dan tension dengan peragai kereta aku....hari ini atau esok aku nak pergi test BP aku balik...hopefully, elok lar nak yer, insyaallah..

..i can't hide my joy seeing halolanders coming back to kampong before Ramadan ....seeing Jazz, Misa , Sekinchan, janelabu , papaa and zack before that was like a really amazing feeling...i am sure my geng that frequent this place day in and out would agree right, my embun, eva, seri, aya, fudhla, bokd would concur with me...

...they are still a few of them that i wish will one day come back to say Hei to us...i know that to reignite haloland would seems rather impossible task but to the adik beradik to come back and exchanging pleasanteries kind of interesting indeed...

Perhaps some of those very dear to me may have decided that enough is enough with me and this blog , but i still harbour that tiny tinge of hope that they will come back and to forgive and forget and build the bridge for the sake of friendship....There's no better time to do it than during the Ramadan...

...i feel strong and rather relax this morning, a feeling that i have not had the privelege to feel for quite awhile due to work and other things...but this morning i feel really relax and in control of my emotion....perhaps it is still early days of Ramadan, but if i can maintain this emotional stability, I think I am breaking new frontier in managing my emotion...wow this is great if I could do it...insyaallah i can...


..Ok kengkawan...go find new frontiers of success within ourselves this Ramadan..things that we thought we could never achieve or we would not even attempt....lets challenge ourselves to go to the next level, to go beyond the bounderies that we created and to go for that little bit of risk that we kind of avoid all this while....

...success is not only when it is seen by others but most importantly when we manage to fight the inner obstacles within oneself....

Ok guys....keep exploring and keep thinking because the meaning of success may just be around the corner....

..selamat berpuasa sayang sayang sekelian and let us enjoy this Ramadan like never before with the the most honest submission to Allah swt....

Wassalam



Monday, July 16, 2012

Entry biasa biasa aje

Bismillah...

..the last three or four days had been a tough ones....kereta wa wat perangai benti tepi, masuk kuar workshop dan menghabiskan wang ringgit...

...wa tatau dah nak wat cemana dengan kete wa nei...ditelan mati mummy, di buang dadday dead....terpk gaks nak beli kete kecik tuk gei kerja..cam mni cooper ker...hehehe....tapi tatau lah cemana...

...puasa dah dekat dah..hopefully semua yer best giler kali neh...wokeh gtg....penat gil 4 hari tak rehat rehat...

...salam

Monday, July 09, 2012

Ramadan coming soon...

Bismillah...

...Ramadan hampir tiba membawa pelbagai harapan....keampunan, keredhaan dan pertolongan Allah....mengharap Ramadan untuk memulakan sesuatu yang positif dengan doa yang dimakbulkan dan dosa terampun...mencari cari Malam Lailatulqadar dan sebagainya...inilah namanya Tawakal kepada Allah swt....dari banyak pengalaman hidup aku, doa kita pada Allah swt selalu termakbul dengan kadar segera bila kita menyerah segara total kepada Allah.....bila nyata kita tiada lagi mencuba secara kudrat manusia dan harapan kepada manusia dan terus saja menyerahkan kepada Allah, maka termakbulnya doa itu adalah dengan kadar segera..

....walaupun ada yang berpendapat mengapa harus hanya beramal lebih lebihan di bulan puasa sedangkan ketaqwaan dan keimanan harus berpanjangan tetapi rasanya tiada salah untuk melebihkan amalan di bulan Ramadan asalkan jangan kita meng-adat-kan perlakuan kita itu...namun sebaiknya kita beramal banyak sepanjang tahun....

....wokeh...nanti sambung lagi..

Tuesday, July 03, 2012

Wa layan lagu neh

Bismillah,

...dengan ipad aku nei aku boleh layan banyak lagu lagu sezaman aku macam lagu lagu najwa latif, mojo, azlan & the type writer dan yang seangkatan....

..depa depa tanya cemana aku boleh layan lagu lagu ala ala relax and santai nei....tapi masalah yer i have composing this type of genre masa aku tengah ranggi dulu....so banyak lagu lagu awie rafail and hujan semua nei telah ada dalam kotak composition aku neh...so aku rasa sekarang nei aku berada dalam paradise of music world every time aku bukak radio....

...aku perhaps telah buang at least 10 lagu lagu yang berbau indon nei sebab bila aku suruh housemate aku dengar depa kata lain sangat...hehehe...so now aku giler enjoy dengar lagu bebudak indie neh..

...wokeh nqk mating dah neh...