Monday, June 24, 2013

Mother of all Blackout

Mother of all Blackout – jerebu
 
Waduh….sesak nafas rasa yer datang kerja hari nei, asap gan bau asap betul betul rasa nak suffocated…….dari atas bangunan nei, dah tak nampak apa apa dah kat luar , seyes yer Blackout !!.......
 
…..aku rasa sejam dua ja, lagikalau keadaan tak berubah  neh , mau lampu jalan automatically pasang sebab gelap dah nei……..
 
..bayangkan dalam keadaan ini turun epidemic yang tersebar melalui udara dan undara pulak terkepung dek jerebu…mau jadik tragedy June  beb…..
 
….apa apa pun, kita kena berdoa agar apa yang berlaku ini sementara dan kita rakyat Malaysia dilindungi Allah swt dari mala petaka……
 
..wokeh, dah nak meeting dah neh..

Sunday, June 16, 2013

Happy Father's Day

Salam semua,
 
Selamat Hari Bapa kepada all bapa  di  haloland……
 
…..tapi apa yang aku happy ialah aku tengah terbuka channel TV8 satu rancangan The Ultimate Song….rancangan reality TV untuk unknown  composer lagu lagu lagu Cina…..
 
…4 years passed when I went to see 2 of the biggest names in local broadcasting industry to sell my Komposer concept of reality TV show, both TV giants produced the concept …..yeap….story of life, I may be look stupid and ridiculous to claim the TV channel ‘adopted’ my concept because it will make me look silly and  I will look foolish for trying to claim that I was the one that invented the concept….both TV Channel can claim that I brought to them idea and idea is not an intellectual property until it is registered copyright…so I guess I will never going to win…
 
..but it gives me tremendous satisfaction that though the two big names that I met said that the idea might not work but they still go ahead ……at least  I know now that I was not a moron when I did the crazy things of going to see them!!….kehkehkeh….well, when I did what I did, I wanted to make some money and on that part I kind of sad watching this TV show…. BTW, I told one  of them too to stop OIAM because this kind of show can only sustain for 3 season and I told him to mark my word that Tomok will be bigger than Mawi…..perhaps coincidently , both proposition came true….
 
….sometimes ago, I sent a few of my songs to a  Record Label and though the songs were never produced,  it created an uproar amongst my closed ones when one of the hit songs from the Label resembled one of the songs that I sent to them…..but I told them that a song need to go more than 8 bars to be considered as being ‘stolen’…..i realized it shorts of one bar and therefore I have no legal rights to the claim….again I was not that bitter because I could be wrong of my assumption and kind of proud too the song was such a big hit…
 
…..well, the moral of the story…they are people like me that will go the distance trying to make money ,make fool of himself  along the way and see no money at the end of it….people like  me who will do anything to get things done for the company , hoping he will  be rewarded accordingly but see nothing at the end of it….they are people like me who needs to do things 4 times more than others just to be seen equal and at times will be blamed for mistakes that got nothing to do with him…..inilah nama yer rezeki dan dugaan…..sabar dan redha , insyaallah akan tau nanti nanti mengapa ianya jadi begitu kerana Allah swt tidak akan mensisa sia kan hamba Nya yang berdoa dan berusaha untuk kebaikan dunia dan akhirat……namun sebagaimana manusia yang lemah, terkadang akan datang rasa sedih tersebut dalam meredhakan segala yang dialami….
 
…however, no regrets …disappointment?,   perhaps a few but no regrets because what I have right now is more than fantastic, more than I could imagine……insyaallah, apa yang terbaik adalah dari Allah swt dan kurang kurang adalah hamba itu jua….i just could feel that my turn for the better days may just be around the corner, insyaallah….
 
….i am at the stage of my life that I want to change to be better person….. but little that  I realize that I have changed so much that I could no longer recognize myself…what I need is to look at  who I was before, the person before  I started changing  myself to  be better… perhaps if I could find that old me, I will be fine again….maybe the old me was just an imaginary of  the person I want to be or there was never an old me ……regardless, I will still  give it a go …
 
Salam semua, enjoy life guys for us to enjoy more in the afterlife……..sometimes when I was so disappointed that I didn’t get what I want…..i will tell myself that I will get it masa kat Syurga  nanti…..i keep saying this over and over again I can feel that neraka is so far away from me now…..now aku beribadat sebab nak masuk syurga dan bukan sebab aku takut pada neraka……sekarang aku merasakan aku mahukan syurga yang atas dan bukan sekadar syurga yang terbawah sekali….dan aku yakin akan tiba satu tahap yang kita akan berdoa untuk ke syurga sebab rindukan untuk berjumpa  dengan Allah swt dan rasullalah saw dan rasul rasul lain dan bukan lagi kerana bidadari dan sebagainya….
 
Wokeh……jaga akidah, jagai keimanan dan carilah rahmat dan redha Allah swt sepanjang masa….isnyaallah the rest will be easy regardless how difficult  the predicament is….
 
salam